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I Don't Hate youdo i hate you?
no, i hate what you did to me
i'm not fond of liars
i can't say i'm not one
but i don't lie to the ones i love
maybe a white lie or two
when i said i loved your hair curly, i meant that
when i said you looked beautiful, that came from my heart
a white lie is something people say when they don't want to hurt the person
i never wanted to hurt you
you sure fucking hurt me
i'm just trying to feel whole again
i lied when i said i don't hate you
i love you
Where Are Youhi
you were sitting there, lovely as can be
you said you did something
i smiled, only imagining the joke you were about to tell
i look down, my smile slowly turned into a gasp
i see the blood pour out onto the sheets
i am speechless
you say your going to be right back
i follow you upstairs
it's dark outside
remember when i took the knife out of hands?
and said you're better than this
no just one more and we can have some fun
no i can't let you do this
did it hurt when you punched my fridge?
i bet it hurt less without the knife in your hand
we went downstairs and you were crying
i ask you what happened
you said you had been raped
i hold you and promise to never left go
you fall asleep on my lap
i'm sitting in my shower
we haven't spoken in ages
i'm thinking about all those times we had
laying in the park
watching silly movies
why did you leave me
i promised id never leave you
i should have just assumed you were going to leave
eventually everyone does
now the knife is in my hands
Dead Man's SwitchIn control, then not -
Sudden loss of grip.
Headlong to where?
Details lost, smudged, streaked.
Careening; no system of
No dead man's switch,
On a fast track -
With or without a god?
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Lilyas has dedicated herself to making our community a brighter place with her vibrant artwork and infectious enthusiasm for interacting with others in our community. It has certainly paid off, as many deviants flock to her page on a daily basis to let her know how much of an inspiration she is. We absolutely agree, and couldn't let all that hard work go without recognition, so it's with great pride that we bestow the Deviousness Award for March 2014, to ... Read More